so Saturday morning (after 12 am and before 6 am) I was at a café with my best friend and 3 other friends (we got along really well in the past but sort of lost contact and now we hang out again from time to time) and one friend starting touching my leg and sometimes we went outside alone for a smoke and we talked and he asked me like “you don’t mind me touching your leg like I’m doing?” and I said it was fine and I was comfortable and later we went for a walk together and holding hands and (1)
(2) and he offered me his sweater and offered me (and my friend, bc I couldn’t ditch her obv) a place to spend the night (that is, to sleep from 5 am til the morning haha) and when we arrived he and I slept on the same couch and he was touching me very subtle but I didnt respond anymore bc there were other people in the room and I just didnt want to start our friendship again like this. But now my problem; he attends the same school as I
And I know nothing actually happened but still Im worried
life would be a lot easier if time wasn’t indicated
have you ever just cried
cried because you are stuck in situations and places and you don’t want to hurt people and you don’t want to get hurt and people hurt you but you don’t tell them and you just want to leave, leave.
I don’t know if I’m afraid of death or not
but the thing I do know is that i don’t want to be the reason why your sun seems to shine less brighter for someone tomorrow.